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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

♥ Unsettled. Unfinished.

I can't put into words the thoughts spinning in my head
I know I'm thinking of you and that lucky girl
And how I wish that lucky girl is me
I know that it is supposed to be me?
But what happened? What am i thinking?
I'm just so damn stupid for you

It is a kaboom for me when I heard the lie, the rumor and then news.
It is a news. I knew it!
Again, I am damn so stupid!
I didn't know until it just came.
I have no idea that you are eyeing her.
To court her. To love her. And to be with her.

I thought it was me all along
But I guess it was just a dream
A fancy but excruciating dream
I just can't believe that you are changing yourself because of her
I just can't believe it.no.no!

I love that girl they are talking about
I know that she was after me in your heart, in your mind
And I was next after another her
That was when we were in our younger years here
In sophomore to be exact

She is a lovely lady
Moody and childlike
Ms. D is what you call her
I don't want to compare myself to her
But I know that its all about her that matters to you

What if things didn't have to turn in this way
If he wasn't to be first in line
If you had your chance to be in that position
Will you take it for your dying love for me?
Or throw away the opportunity for your eternal love to the other

If you have heard me shout your name
Will you even care to listen?
If you hear me murmur your name while I am dreaming
What will you think?
If I tell you that I really do care  for you?
Will you care for me too?
If I am going to express my feelings to you
That you are the only one from the start until it ends
Will God even give us a chance?

But I know it is time to move on
This unfinished feelings for you will be wasted
Oh, not wasted, it will be given to somebody
That is what you want right?
To give a fair to him to be with me?
Is it?
Or it is just what they say?
Is it only a one sided love from the start?Is it?Is it?
I cannot trust my own feeling nor their opinions
But I know what I just have to do is to move on

My feelings for you made my mind unsettled.
My high school life will be forever an unfinished business.
An unfinished business I have with you.
An unfinished business



I AM JHEMA.
5:49 AM


♥ Flashbacks. ;



      I'm no superman. Just your wonderwoman. bites.

      - simple-minded,secretive but talkative, nerdy but knows how to have fun, sporty but a bit girly, sleepy head but works a lot when it comes to school chores, dreams high but afraid to fall.
      - Favorite Quotations: Nothing happens unless first a dream.
      - Favorite Books: Harry Potter Series, Christy Miller Series, some educational books, The Da Vinci Code, Sidney Sheldon Books--Master of the Game, The Stars Shine Down, Rage of Angels, Doomsday Conspiracy, Nothing Lasts Forever, The Stranger in the Mirror; Philippa Gregory books- The Constant Princess, The Other Boleyn Girl, The Boleyn Inheritance, The Gift by Danielle Steel; Twilight Saga, Dan Brown--The Da Vinci Code, Angels And Demons
      - Favorite Movies: The Notebook, The Proposal, The Ugly Truth, Devil Wears Prada, The Other Boleyn Girl, Moulin Rouge, Harry Potter Series (esp. Goblet of Fire), A walk to remember, Anastasia,
      - Favorite TV Shows: Phil of the Future; Discovery Channel and NatGeo. What not to Wear. Tyra Banks Show, Oprah & Ellen also; Grey's anatomy, Smallville, Heroes, Gossip Girl, One tree hill, Mythbusters, House
      - College student at Highline Community College
      - Someday I'm gonna save your life with my hands :))


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