Thursday, November 20, 2008
♥ spinning little thoughts
everyone hates me.
and i cant do anything about it.
theres nothing for me to defend.
plus,they dont really care about me.
they're all a bunch of fake.
i know that i should not get affected by them.all of them.
im such a loser.
a loner.
but i still keep on holding on because i know there are still someone out there who cares about me. more than i care about myself.
i know that despite all these hardships im going thru, there are still real friends that are always present :)
ireally love the people who care about me, whether they know that im wrong or not.
i dont hate those people who hate me. i just dont care about them.
i dont mind them gossiping about me. blabbering nonsense things. and just a mere observer and "talker,"
not the witness nor the victim.
i've had enough of them. i didn't do anything to anyone.
it wasn't my fault if i loved someone and that someone was being loved by my friend.exfriend.
isn't feeling guilty and taking all the responsibility plus all the punishments made by my classmates and friends enough for all my lame and inconsiderable actions?
i really had enough.
i wish i am invisible and insensitive so that they can not see me and i will not be able to hear their devilish laughs and acts.
you know what? ive learned not to trust anyone.no one. that was what i've learned from my friends. they taught me that. they just didn't know it.
Labels: Friendship
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