Saturday, December 6, 2008
♥ "A friend walks in when everyone else walks out"
A friend walks in when everyone else walks out.
Definitely TRUE.
I'm in my last remaining days in high school.
And I'm learning a lot.
Not only with the aid of the book and teachers but also life itself.
My friends taught me to be vulnurable.
They taught me that silence only makes them stronger.
but still, I chose to keep silent.
Nobody can run from rumors.
Especially when it's true.
You cannot stop people from hating you.
For accusing and backstabing you.
But in the end, you can make them EAT THEIR WORDS.
At first, I didn't stood up for myself.
Because I know there is nothing for me to defend.
I thought I was all alone.
But He still cared for me.
He sent me those people- what I call friends
To sit beside me, talk, help and comfort me.
THEY WALKED IN JUST IN TIME WHEN I WAS ALL ALONE AND FELT THAT ALL OF MY SO-CALLED FRIENDS WALKED OUT.
Some of THEM stayed from the start until it ended.
One came back to me.
Because she felt the things I felt too.
And I'm thankful to them for helping me get thru all those things.
To Graxana,Racqs,Kaken,Abril,Gabo,Buna Anne, Banika and Aid.
I never felt alienated in your world whenever i am with you.
You fully understood me.
As I was standing on only one leg, you chose not to leave me.
Instead, you became my second leg.
And as things went on a rocky road trip.
He was the last person I thought that will do that to me.
One person I really thought that will never ever leave me.
Still abandoned me.
Chose them over me.
And confesed that I'm not his BFF
Well, I expected too much from him.
Thus, I was disappointed.
Now, all I wanna do is to start all over again.
Bring back the friendship.
The fun.
The laughter.
The smiles.
And the trust in our group.
I soo much miss them.
Even if they did hurt me a lot.
Its now time for me to forget all those things.
After all, its my expertise.
I easily forget things.
It is not too late for a second chance.
For all of us.
I know like before is gone.
But we can start something new.
Some things that are greater than before.
There is no point in keeping those PRIDES!
Those HATREDs.
I know time will heal all those wounds.
For now,
I CAN'T HELP BUT BE HAPPY.
FOR WE ARE STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN.
Labels: Friendship, hatred, Moments, Regrets, School
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