Friday, January 23, 2009

♥ a blogger.

this is where i speak.

this is where i cry.

this is where i shout.

it is my microphone.

my shock absorber.

my storyteller.

the remains of my anger.

the joy in my smiles.

the confusion in my head.

i write to release my anger.

my confusion. my fear. my guilt.

and share my happiness.

i do not write to hurt someone.

but if i already did, then im sorry.

i only write to release what is on my mind.

and once i have set free all those thoughts,

then tomorrow i have already untied all those knots.

and all that is left.

is all but the remains of my anger, confusion, fear, guilt and happiness.

it is only the traces that you see. that you read.

the traces of such feelings .

and not the anger or any other feeling that i once felt.

i can easily release the pain.

i do not want to confront anyone and say all that im thinking.

for it might hurt them

and then guilt will pour over me for saying all those things.

it is easier to emancipate those feelings by writing

so that i can not hurt anyone

you may think that im a coward.

and i admit that im a coward.

i do not wish to use this blog to backstab anyone.

if that is what you think, then you are mistaken.

I AM JHEMA.
3:54 AM